my spotted mind

Is anti-dreams today.
anti-studying
anti-getting over it
anti-interactions

pro-sleep
pro-relaxation
pro- eternal sunshine of the spotless mind.

Oh how I wish you were real.

How can you forget someone that never existed, but was merely created within the confines of my own mind?

Live

Am I wasting time?

There is so much I want to do, I'm not doing any of it.
I'm lazy.

I want to write,
I want to create. Why can't I?

Its like I'm stuck in this weird form of writers bloc, It's a creative bloc, I'm so uninspired...

I hate lists,
but I think if I made one with good reason, I could see, I could feel more.
Im not very articulate but thats not what its about,

I want to live.

Praying for
Hudson James
A new beginning
Sarah King in Austria baby!
Megan, with all of those tests, she so rocked them.


Listening to
A Story of Nashville
Oblio

for Sarah King

Dear Sarah,

I want to follow you on your blog, but I keep forgetting to read it.
So.. I decided to make one of my own, so I wont forget!

+ I totally want to comment on your site...and now I can!

I love you and I am praying for you in Vienna,
and I hope you read this...

Otherwiseeee...

:)


Listening to...
Dear God by
Monsters of Folk